brand new wings for losing the emptyness

 

Once more I say goodbye to you,

things happen and we don’t really know why,

it’s just destiny, it doesn’t matter what you do,

did you have a chance or had you to die?

 

Now I look back and it just appears as a dream,

a very bad one, you never have this seen,

in reality it just happened once only,

but consistently in my nightmares it will follow me.

 

Yeah!

Oh how I hate all these things

Oh how I wish for some brand new wings

to fly away and start again

Yeah!

Maybe to prevent all that went wrong

so that not in this way my life has to go on

and I needn’t to hide somewhere I can’t hide, because I don’t belong there

Yeah!

 

Once more you tell these lies to me

and I believe you although I don’t know what’s going to be,

you speak endearingly into my hair and I know that you betray me,

but if I had known what I do now what would be

then I had stopped you from letting go.

Could I have foreclosed it? And now after all I miss you so.

 

I don’t want to feel one more time how life slips out of my hand,

I don’t want to restrain my tears,

I don’t want to feel unable to stand,

I don’t want to feel any fears,

            because I couldn’t safe you,

            although I could.

 

Yeah!

Oh how I hate all these things

Oh how I wish for some brand new wings

to fly away and start again

Yeah!

Maybe to prevent all that went wrong

so that not in this way my life has to go on

and I needn’t to hide somewhere I can’t hide, because I don’t belong there

Yeah!

 

This goodbye is an goodbye forever,

I’m not going to see you again – never, never!

The pain is shredding my heart so much

and now I forgive you ev’ry word you said, ev’ry touch,

I wish just you would lie to me another time,

it’s crazy and maybe wrong, but I wish for calling you another time mine.

 

I don’t want to feel the emptyness, no, not at all,

I don’t want to be the one to fall,

I wish for some brand new wings to lose the emptyness

I wish for some brand new wings for losing the emptyness

                       for losing the emptyness

                       for losing the emptyness

 

Yeah!

Oh how I hate all these things

Oh how I wish for some brand new wings

to fly away and start again

Yeah!

Maybe to prevent all that went wrong

so that not in this way my life has to go on

and I needn’t to hide somewhere I can’t hide, because I don’t belong there

Yeah!